Revert to Growth 2 trying to contact you.
hello jordan, whether or not you remember me, but i was one of your first reveiws on the animation of thoughts.
My name is Michael Zwiggelaar, and at the time of the reveiw i was 17, however now i am 18... and thankfully have stumbled upon or website (by accident), or for a purppose, and have started veiwing your videos since 1. thoughts...
its funny how so far everything that you seem to be speaking of, or showing visual aid of, ive seen in my mind, imagend as a child, or drawn/ doodles in my sketch books (not everything) but most... and ironicly, if it can be depicted as such... i am an indigo, and have allways known this... My dreams that i have our pure connections with a what would be astral community (grid), and i know this.. Willingly subjecting myself to channeling. I meditate, and tend to only do this when im in the water element, (my sign is cancer). Now i dont want to seem like im fll of myself, but everyday i realize more and more about the public reality that is of not realizing what they see, or the dumbed down suroundings that we call media, and music.
Pardon my spelling errors, if any are noticible, but i have a short attention span to correctness and like inventing my own words when ever possible, typically taking laten or french, and mixing it with education vocabulary that the common man doesnt comprehend, resulting in a word that makes sence to the listner, but not typically allowing the veiwer the circumstance of repeating the phrase....
Sorry, im kinda babbling but im really exited to be in contact, and since found your video... It truelly kept me up from getting to sleep for work tomorow, and allowed me to subject myself to a reality that ive been pushiing down in order to (construct my life), for future goals. That honestly, i have no desire to achieve, im a natural healer.. i do energy balancing, and am thinking of learning reiki. or some for of phyciatry proffesion. However i am also an artist who is fully intuned with my musical, drawing, and imaginative worlds. I love day dreamning, and can have time pass faster then thought possible creating films, events, or subject matter in my mind that ill never draw out for the sake of my own sanctuary that ive created... however ive allso has the same vission, that i can pin point in todays life.... most of which seem to be, one way or another chained by mirrors.... and i have tremendious issues solving these puzzles. that last time i tried, it resulted in me almost getting sucked out of my present reality into a mirror, with a dead soldier behind it, who grabed me, pulled me towards the surface the glass the only thing keeping me from going through, opening its mouth and making me make a howling noise that i cant explain, it sounded like death of a soul.... if it makes sence, (if the idea of a dementor from harry potter makes sence, this was doing the same thing), and i woke up making the same sound, however thankfully it was my lil kid brother (a crystal) who woke me from this trance...
anyway, ive had many experiences like this, and would love to share more with you over a possible disscusion, and i hope that you contact me back.
If you are interested, my skype is the fallowing
Mike.Zwiggelaar
or if email, is more prefurable - zwiggy@live.ca
anyway, hope to hear from you soon.
Cheers,
Michael Arthur Jan Zwiggelaar
(although i prefure mathayaes)